That’s because the weirdness going on in her relationship is for her to deal with and not you.
How do I get over the fear that what will happen to my parents will happen to me?
I want to make him happy - but I’m curious, too.
I'm a virgin and I'm worried it will hurt and that I won't be any good at it.
Full disclosure: the female orgasm is a total mystery to me - in the worst way possible.